I dun wan to study......!!!!!!!!!

Stupid DBMS............

Stupid DBMS............

Stupid DBMS............

Stupid DBMS............

Stupid DBMS............
Stupid DBMS............
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh..............
I hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............
Feel dun wan to study anymore......................
Wan to go back to my hometown...............................
I'm so stress here........................
aaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh

Sorry... really sorry!!

Sorry.. Feel really sorry to someone.

Really really sorry..

I dunno wat I can do n say now. I juz can say sorry to u.

Maybe I really make u angry tis time.

But, pls forgive me. I will try to do not make u angry next time.

Really.. Pls! my feeling is really sad n not good everytime I remember tat I already make someone angry n dun wan to talk wit me.

Anything I can do as long as u forgive me.

Really.. I'm serious now. I'm not kidding..

As long as u dun avoid n dun wan to talk to me. =(

Sorry.......

Chocolate... I need chocolate!!!

Aaaaaaggggggrhh... I really wan to scream... scream loudly as much as I can...

My mood is really not good now... feel stress... everything is mix up on my mind!!

I hate DBMS subject... today is the beginning of week 6 already.. n I dunno anything about tat subject!! I dun even know how to create the form... T.T I dun like the lecturer, I din catch anything in the class... she really cant explain... n I get zero until today...

Stupid DBMS...

Aaagrrrhhh!! everyday need to think of tis subject... I get sick of tis subject already... really get sick of it!!!! everyday my friend find me n ask about the assignment.. n I feel wan to vomit already...

The 1st assignment already crack our head now... cannot imagine how is our 2nd assignment will be going later...

Uuuuh... must calm down.. I still hav other works n assignments to do... dun bcoz of one subject n make me down... chocolate.. chocolate... I need to find chocolote now to calm down myself!!! T.T

Funny game...

Juz come back from Jelutong friends' house. Stayed one nite there becoz susan go back to indo n juz will come back on monday. Hav such a wonderful weekend wit them. Thanks ya!! coz all of u r there n I'm not feel boring anymore. =) coz u all I can smile n laugh. (*although Sin n Dew always bully me...)hahaha *peace =P

Juz now we celebrated Iman's bday at their house. (*Thanks Man for the dinner) really nice... =) especially for the sausage.. really yummyyyyyy oooo... hehehe n Happy Birthday again ya!! thanks for everything...

After celebrated, they played a game tat really fun... which is called 'Police' aka 'Polisi2an'. haha

I juz saw them played, coz I dun really know how to play. hehe But, luckily I din join them, coz.. u know wat's the punishment for the lose one?? (*see below) haha

See them.. How their faces look like after finished the game. They played until all of them get punishment. so funny... hahaha (*anyway, wat r u looking at Sin?? n Sha.. u r so cool here. hahaha =P )

Haha.. act cute.. kawaiii nee..
My luvly Nela... see her face.. it's mean tat she got 3 times punishment. haha
Rie.. wat r u doing behind them?? haha
Ellen n Dew..
Haha again.. act cute... =P
N guys.. did u know wat I found in the Husin's laptop?? (*See below)
Zoom..

zoom....

zoom...

Haha See his laptop's background... "Me and Beloved Dear, Yanto and Husin (Pankun & James)'2008". hahahahaha Sin, did u put it by urself?? if yes, then u admit tat u r James lo..hahaha Anyway.. cute pose oo... BleK!! haha

*suppose to sleep now.. I'm very very tired n sleepy..

but not dare to sleep. coz scare I will hav a nightmare later... T.T

Feeling is not so good now.

n one thing tat always on my mind.. am I such a bad girl??

I think I'm being bad... so bad.. until I dunno wat I suppose to do..

Should I'm being honest n selfish?? or should I juz keep it n pretend dunno anything?

Uuhh... =(

Happy B'day Ki..

I hav no time to update my blog tis few days, coz need to do my sch works n busy meeting wit my friends about our assignments... :( So, now juz can post about Kiki's bday tat already past 3days ago.

U know wat was happen to Ki2 on his bday?? haha I think he had a wonderful bday in tis year. U know why?? coz... (*see below) :P
1st Action: Jelutong cs were trying to kidnap him... can u see tat? so many ppl... haha

Look at Ki2... so khe lian.. hahaha

N can u see the ppl tat already kidnapped him?? look so happy... hahaha (*especially hus2 yg ga berperasaan) :P Ki2 hanya pasrah aja.. kacian...

2nd action: Wat will they do after kidnap the bday guy?? (*See below) OMG!!Wat is tat? hahaha yeah..yeah.. they were trying to paint his body use small brushes.

Look at Ki2's face?? T.T

See.. I think it's more look like a face. Got eyes, nose, n mouth.. hahaha

3rd action: Make up.. make up... good job Sha... hahaha

N finally... jeng..jeng.. This is how the bday guy looks like... hahahaha How come his body become like tis?? hahahaha Anyway, nice hair style Ki.. blue hair also suitable for u!wakakaka :P

Everyone looks so happy... except the bday guy I think... hahahaha

Me, (*half of Nico chen's hand) =.=, Ki2 n Sha2...

N finally... Sing a bday song for the bday guy...

Cut.. cut.. cutting the bday cake... Yummyy... really nice oo!!hehe

Happy Birthday Kiki..
All the best n dun be too naughty ya bro... hahahaha :D

Tired...

Today feel really tired...

I almost fall asleep in the class tis morning. Not really concentrated wit the lecturer. :(

My whole body is tired now.. feel pain n tired.

N stress come to me exactly when my sensitive time is coming too.

It means tat I'm so weak now. Weak in mental n physical.

Too many things tat need to do. Too many things tat need to think.

So the conclusion is sensitive + stress + pain + tired + many things tat suppose to do + many things tat suppose to think = mentally + physically weak = almost die!!

:(

I need to be strong.. cant giv up so easily!! Tat's wat I always learn...

"Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear."

So, Gambateh riYan!! :)

Uuh.. Sensitive time is coming!!!

I hate tis.. hate tis so much.... :(

My sensitive time is coming...

Juz becoz of a small thing n I can be so angry... Uuuhh...

Feel so bad... stupid of me... Huks!!

Celebrate Wien's B'day

Today is Wien's Birthday.. All of the jelutong's friends came to our house to giv a surprise for him. So happy tat All of them could come.. ^^

Can u see tat?? Our room (mine n susan's) which we usually feel quite big now looks so crowded. =.= there r 10 + of ppl inside our room. So tat on tat time we felt tat our room was so small. hahaha N sorry guys, to let most of u sit on the floor. :(

Tis is the b'day guy.. "Wien a.k.a Darwien" ^^



2 B'day cakes.. Fruit cake (From Jelutong cs) n New York Cheese Cake (From me, susan, april, n merry) Yummyyyyyy... :D






N us... So happy tat could take pic together wit them again.. but, iman n jofry were taking pics, so they r not included. :(


Happy 20th Birthday Wien...

All the best in tis year y!!! :P


*Feel so sleepy now.. already 2+AM =.=
Today no class, but I hav 2 meetings..
Need to wake up early too.. hiks!!

DBMS make me so headache... uuh.. :(

Juz come back from campus.. Today I juz hav 1 DBMS class...
I hate tis class. I dunno wat the lecturer talking about. I dun understand wat she explained. Uuh.. really make me headache n sleepy in the class. All I can remember in today's class juz 'read' n 'write'. :( Coz the lecturer always said these 2 words in the class. Actually I hav extra DBMS lab tis afternoon. But I cant go, coz need to do another sch work n already promise susan to go buy sth later. Tomolo oso cant go for the extra lab, coz hav a meeting for RAM wit husin cs. Uuh..really hav so many things to do. So, maybe I will do the lab exercise on friday lor.:(
I need to do more lab exercises for tis subject, if not I really will be in trouble in the end of sem. Hiks!!! Jia you riyan!!! I can.. n I must can!!

*Happy Belated Birthday for my friend Leo..
n Thanks for the b'day cake ya.. =)
Wish u All the BEST!!

I'm afraid!!

I'm afraid coz there is not much time left..

Juz count the days until the time we all walk in our own way..

But, one thing tat I know, our friendship will never end..

Thanks for come to my life. All of u r good friends for me..

Feeling is so sad..

I hav deleted all of my old posts n I hav changed my title of blog too. Juz wan to start write new posts n pour all my feelings here. My feeling now is really not good. Maybe since few days ago.. A lot of things happen tis recently. N I dunno how to describe it.. Juz know tat my heart hurt n feeling is not good. Hope I can feel better today, coz there r still a lot of sch works tat waiting for me to do. I dun wan those things effect my mood to study. :( Must remind myself tat Everything happened for a good reason.

*In the eMarketing tutorial class now..
Dunno wat the lecturer talking about.
Haizz... :(