I miss u...

really miss u... everyday, every hour, every minute n second.

If I can, I really wan to tell u. Tell u how much tat I'm missing u.

Sometimes feel dun wan to care anything, juz describes n shows wat I feel.

But I cant. I'm juz too weak.

Although I'm so pain here, but I prefer to pain alone rather than hurt other ppl.

I juz cant being so egoist. n Sorry for being so weak...

"If love hurts, then love some more.. If love hurts some more, then love even more, If love hurts even more.. Then love till it hurts no more..." by Gino Jalbuena

I wan to run away, but I cant. I know run will not be the solution.

But, I'm juz too tired... tired of everything. Tired of facing tis life.

I know I'm egoist. I'm so emo.

Sometimes it's really hard to control my emotion. I feel tat my blood so easily pull up to my head n anytime can break out.

Where is the place tat I can go?? Who is the one I can crying on??

Why life must be so hard?

I juz cant understand n tired to understand...

First Cake tat I made...

Last sunday was the 1st time I made a cake by myself. From preparing the ingredients until baked the cake but of course wit my sisters guided me too. If not, I dunno how my 1st cake will look like. haha So, thanks to my 2nd n 3rd sis... next time guide me again oo. until I'm satisfy wit my skill. hahaha

Actually, tis cake was for husin, since he said maybe he n the other friends would come to singkawang on sunday, then I planned to giv him a small surprise for his coming bday which is on tues. But, he could not come on tat day, so I told him tat u r unlucky to try my cake. But, I took the pic of the cake so tat he still can enjoy the cake through the pic. hahaha

On tat sunday, I woke up around 6, n preparing the ingredients n baked the cake. The cake was ready around 8 sth. N tis is how my cake looks like....

A bit ugly.. huh! haha

After tat I poured the chocolate to cover the whole cake.

N Taraaaaaaaaaa...... finally, the whole cake was ready around 10 sth. After decoration, tis is how my first bday cake tat I made... Nice??? hahaha

Hmm... since tis was my first time, then I quite satisfied wit it. But, I felt a bit disappointed too, becoz still got sth wrong wit my cake (San, u r the one who know it, rite?) haha But, it's ok.. coz if got 1st time, then it will hav the 2nd time, 3rd, 4th n the next.. next... next.... Must learn how to make a nice cake. Gambate!!! Ok... next target... Make a bday cake for Bro on next sunday!! Jia You!! hahaha

Oh ya... I named the cake 'Rainbow Sponge Cake'. hehe

Happy 2oth Birthday Husin...

Hope ur dreams come true!!

N many happy returns of the day too.... ^______^

N tis was the first cake for husin since he said he wanted the first cut for himself. haha nobody eat it oo..

Miss U..

u....

u.....

u...

u...

u....

& uuuuu.....

Miss everyone...

Miss my friends so much....

How r u guys??

How's the holiday??

>.<

Anyway.. Merry Christmas 2008 for those who celebrate it!!

C ya... Luv u all!!

Hey guys.. I will go back to my hometown on tis coming saturday which mean tomolooo... Yuhuiii!! Holidayyyy... Yay!! hahaha

Hmm.. I think I will not update my blog very often. However, I will update it when I hav a time. hehe

So, wat do u guys doing during tis long holiday?? hmm.. actually I'm still thinking about my holiday too. haha I think I will be boring since dun hav many things tat I can do during my holiday. Need to find sth to busy wit, so tat I will not feel boring at home. hahaha

Ok, not much tat I wan to say! Juz wan to wish u guys hav a good holiday, Merry Christmas n oso Happy New Year... ^__^

C u guys again next year after holiday. Will be miss u guys so much. Thanks for everything during tis year. I luv u all!! C yaaaaaaaaaaa.......... *muach

Latest pic of us. Taken by chee siang. thanks oo.. we had a nice hang out together. hehe

Can anyone tell me where's tis place?? Hmmm.. tis looks so familiar rite?? haha

Ok... Let's look closer...

Here...

N here...

Then... U should know where is tis rite?? But do u know from where I took tis pic?? haha

See...

Where's tis??? Wat r we doing here?? haha

Taraaa... the answer is Swinburne library... haha then did u guess correctly juz now?? =P

Ok, last wed I went to swinburne library wit husin, n planned to study together wit our RAM classmates, valentine n Ker sing... since our RAM exam is on thursday, then we wanted to study together for the diagrams.

See.. there'r juz some ppl in the library.. coz most of the students finished their exam papers already. Juz left us.. Huhuhu.. so pity.. >.<
Husin... Look at him, so serious oo... haha

Next Valentine... is he studying or laughing behind the paper?? hahaha

Haha.. ker sing, wat r u doing there?? no need pai seh la.. come.. come.. take pic.. take pic.. =P

Taraaa... finally.. she wanted to take oso.. hahaha Nice pose anyway...

But we really couldn't studying seriously for a long time.

See below, after for a while, then we started to talk sth else.. =P

But, husin was still listening seriously while valentine laughed so happily... hahaha

Wit them, I really felt so happy. They hav a lot of things to talk, then I din feel boring at all. haha thanks friends!! but, next time we should discuss n studying more than talking sth else. hahaha

When we'r talking2, suddenly got a girl carried a big bag came n approached us. We looked at her, n she oso looked at us. At first, I tot she's one of my friend's friend. haha but after for a while we looked at her, suddenly she asked us whether we can speak mandarin or not. N val said (in mandarin): "No.. no... we can't speak, coz we r from Indonesia" =.=" he said can't speak, but he still speak in mandarin too. hahaha so funny...

Then actually the girl is a sales girl who came n promote Red Bull. Hmm.. not bad, at last we got a free Red Bull to drink. haha she oso took a pic of us, hmm.. wat for?? as advertisement?? haha

See.. she said the original n the less sugar one will hav the same power. But, when Ker sing saw behind the cans, the original one has more power than the less sugar one. N Ker sing said:"wat? she lied to us juz now" hahaha

Drink Red bull while studying to increase our power.. hahaha

Red bull advertisement.. hahahaha

Ok, tis is about the next day. After I finished my last exam paper, my friends invited us to go for dinner. Yuhuiii!!! finally I finished my exam.. Now is my holiday time.. hohohoho can do watever I wan. =P

Tis pic below is when we juz reached the 'Jambu' restaurant for dinner. Most of the things there r so classic oo..

April tooks the pic of us, n I took her as well. haha

See.. I can't see her face.. haha but, I like it oo.. see the effect so nice..

Can u see me?? haha

Wuiih.. so nice...April..

Naughty Jeremy... see his eyes. haha

N food time...

I dunno wat's the name. But looks so nice lo.. haha

Jeremy's one.. Oso dunno the name. =P But they said it so nice.

Yee sin's one...

N my one... "British Fish & Chips" n orange juice... Yummy!!

The food there really made me so full. But, we still had a desert to eat. Wat's the dessert?? hmm..

Here...

Taraaa.. Yogurt Cheese Cake for susan. Another b'day surprise for her... actually tis is april's idea, since last time we couldn't spend much n took pics together wit her on last BBQ party. hehehe

Happy or not susan?? hahaha then did u count how many b'day surprises tat u get from us?? =P

Susan n her 2nd b'day cake...

Me n Susan.. Yeee.. finally we took pic together.. hehe

Me, Susan n Merry...

Mer, Me, Susan n April..
Again.. 4 of us.. haha

Wit Jeremy n Yee sin too..

Cut.. cut.. cutting the cake. yummy...

My cake... special oo.. got the chocolate leaf n the 'happy bday' too.. haha

Ok, tat's all for tis post. haha

Eh.. before we went back, I saw a christmas tree there, so nice.. so I took a pic for tat. =)

See... So nice rite???

Since Christmas day is coming soon, then here I wish all of u "MeRRy CHriStmas 2008".

Twilight

-- TWILIGHT --




For quite a long time already I din go to cinema watch movie wit my friends.
I know I supposed to study n not to go to watch movie... coz my exam is on 4th dec. hehe
But, yesterday.. suddenly April asked us to accompany her to go wit her sis n bro in law.
I think yesterday was the 3rd times I went to cinema in tis sem becoz I was so busy wit my sch works n assignments.
Wuiih... I luv 'Twilight' so much... really such a nice movie for me. :P
The guy in the movie is really a nice guy although he is a vampire wit a pale face n scary eyes. hahaha But I like him coz he is really such a protective n romantic guy.. =P
I luv the time he tries his best to protect the girl in the movie..
Hmm.. wanna get the DVD soon. hahaha
Ok tat's all, juz wan to post the trailer to let u guys see. hehehe
C ya...